Drowning bedtime thoughts.
The difference between missing and longing-experience.
If I've had it then why would I want more?
Why long for it if I'm only to truly embrace new once?

I guess you miss it because it was truly that good.
Or has it been on the back burner so long that you've come to idealize it?

How can people just do mind gymnastics... just twist and turn memories.
It's a wonder we can learn anything real.